Azeztulite

by Kate
(Vancouver, Wa, USA)

My story is small, in fact not much of a story, however from one of my spiritual groups, yesterdays crystal was the Azeztulite, which since I love healing stone work I always read these postings.

Today I had an appointment with my counselor, and she has stones all over her office, in baskets, and such. I seen this very large stone, which looked exactly like Azeztulite, and the vibrational power from it, (actually it broke in two, and my counselor said she found it broke one morning) so holding these two stones, the power was so intense.

I had asked her if she could feel the energy, which she smiled and said yes. This came as a surprise to me, since most the counselors I have met would not believe in crystal nonsense. LOL, in fact I was told by one not to "play" with "rocks" because they seemed to wire me in ways I didn't need wired.

I have to admit I want this stone, because of the intense energy I felt, and the absolute calm I felt after having encountered it.

I have went through some extremely hard times as of late, my "husband" left me while I was in the hospital, and besides almost dying from my heart stopping from critically low potassium. I also had to detox from all the meds the dr's had given me, which was awful.

Instead of him lending him support, he gave more grief in the means of anger, and just pure hatefulness. However since he left, and I didn't know how to cope with such extreme upheaval, I wore my "chakra necklace", as well as made a chakra bracelet that has large pieces for a bracelet of Lapis.

Family and friends have been amazed at my calm, and how happy I have been, despite the sadness I do feel. However he and I were all wrong for each other, when he came into my life I got so sick for most of our relationship. As well there started to be "shadow people" that went through the bedroom, which they hadn't been around before.

What I learned is that instead of as he said, nobody could take his energy, he was draining mine. As well he has darkness attached to him that he denies having, and that denial affects others around him. He has his own beliefs in things, and refuses to even listen to anything that doesn't go with what he believes.

It is sad now understanding and knowing that his limited thinking is causing him such grief, as well as his need to hold on to perceived wrongs. Even worse is his basic only friend is what HE calls pure evil, and that mans energy really affects my ex's thinking.

So despite the SHORT encounter with the stone I had today, I see things more clearly, and while my chakra jewelry helps me keep my calm. This stone with its high energy gave me insight and the ability to realize things had happened for the best.

This is a year where balance needs to come into place, thus we had to part because he and I had NO balance.