Amethyst For A Nervous Habit
I'd never really heard of crystal healing before, but while walking past this lady who was selling them near my class, one of the crystals caught my eye.
I am not that into jewelry or precious stones and this one was especially large and flashy, nothing compared to what I would usually buy. But something about it was beckoning me and I felt I had to have it.
When I talked to the lady she mentioned that it is Amethyst and it has properties for spiritual healing and addictions. Which is exactly what I need.
Purple has never been my favorite color, and I am a very "minimal" shopper, I hardly ever buy anything just because it's pretty. Although these stones are quite beautiful, that wasn't why I wanted them. The attraction was almost physical, I felt it in the pit of my stomach. I'd never had this feeling about an object before - only people - lol.
The synchronicity is that I have this strange nervous tick where I keep picking my lower lip all the time. I've had it for 10 years now and nothing has helped me stop. Not willpower, not meditation, not even homeopathy (yet!).
Anyway, I never really had a solid, deep intention to stop it - and although I always thought that it's a habit I would do anything to break, I only recently realized how attached to it I really was. Just considering letting it go made me sad and anxious.
What would I do without it? It had become a part of my being, so to speak. But as soon as I saw this in myself I was determined to find some way to stop it... and then out of the ether I was suddenly intensely attracted to this stone.
So, I now have the stone around my neck, dangling near my heart, and I have a good feeling that it might help me do this. I intend on letting you guys know how it goes along the way, because I have never really told anyone about this strange habit before. I know it's not life-threatening like drug addiction or as unhealthy, but it is still a limiting behavior and it saddens me to be under its control.
So wish me luck, send me some good vibes and anticipate a good news update soon... cause once this is out of the way and I have freed my energy of it, I am going to get a beautiful Rose Quartz to get me in the loving state of mind I know I am capable of ;)