Moldavite Pendant Turned My Outer Life Upside Down :-)
by Monika Petrova
I'd like to share my latest experience with Moldavite. I bought a faceted triangle piece of about 10 carats on a rock display about a year ago. I was aware of the transformational energies of the gem, but I didn't think it could be so intense.
Why, I had been wearing Moldavite rough pieces constantly for a long time (for about another year or two) before, but I hadn't felt anything, any change. That´s why I considered it to be just a jewellery with no evident effect upon me.
It was just a pretty and cool pair of rough Moldavite earrings :-). Nothing more. But this faceted piece of Moldavite was different.
Maybe the effect of the energy had something to do with it´s size (weight) and with being faceted. That was later confirmed to me by my angel guides. The larger- the heavier- the piece is- the greater is it´s effect (the stronger is it´s energy). I was also told by the spirit guide, that faceted Moldavites are much more powerful than natural rough pieces.
The facets amplify Moldavite´s energy. The crystal serves as an energetic filter that enables you to communicate with spirit guides just of high vibrations enough to push us to another higher state of being, both inner, outer and material existence. I was told all that by high vibrational spirit entities after the process of the great shift I experienced.
So- let´s return back to my story :-) A year ago I had a boyfriend, we had been together about more than three years. After I graduated university in 2009 started to live together and planned a family etc.. Everything seemed to be OK. After several months I bought the triangular faceted Moldavite, I made a pendant of it and started to wear it on my heart- it looked cool and original :-))
About a week after, many everyday situations appeared in my relationship which I felt to be very limiting for me. That which I had been considered normal before, I couldn't stand them.
I felt as if I was becoming more and more intolerant- something unusual for my nature. It was horrible, I was forced to express very emotional and rebellious attitudes. I felt to be under very powerful, very deep inner pressure.
That´s difficult to explain with words. As if a volcano woke up in my deepest feelings and threatened to erupt. A felt very powerful and rebellious, I felt I needed to break something down, to destroy totally, however not knowing exactly what and for what reason. I felt everything is limiting me, I felt like a raging tiger locked in a cage. But to keep my relationships with my boyfriend and his parents harmonious I put much of my energy in suppressing that feelings.
Several weeks after I had bought the faceted Moldavite, it was my 25th birthday and my boyfriend surprised me with an engagement ring... then the rebellious feelings appeared again. I then realized that I can´t marry that man, not knowing actually why. I was confused, because everything between us had been OK since then. He insisted on the wedding and even tried to manipulate me.
Several days after I fell ill because of the intense and permanent inner emotional turmoil / pressure. My immunity totally weakened. I didn't go to work and spent at home about two weeks and felt lonely, because my partner didn't help me much. He rather spent most of the time with his family and friends on trips and parties. I was really disappointed and felt this couldn't be the man I'd like to spent my life with, the father of my children, the man whom I could trust, who would share my values, my life. I considered him immature and selfish at once- from my point of view :-).
I realized that all the time I wasn't honest. Nor with him nor myself! Later he told me to choose: marriage or break up. He refused to accept relationship and family without the institution of marriage. I offered him that alternative as a compromise. I realized both of us were totally different in nature, with different views of life, different spirituality. So there was no point in staying together.
Even my spirit guides contacted me and told me that however I decide, they would help me with new beginnings, they told me that something dies in my life and not to be afraid, because even sun rises up and then comes down every day. They told me that it is natural- something ends to let something new begin etc...
They were right. It is so natural, so simple :-) So I left my partner. I moved to my best friends temporarily. They offered me help in that difficult period- emotional and material. I ´m so grateful to them. As if they were the helping hands of the angel who guided me through that change.
I also needed a new job and place to live. It came, even immediately- about a week after I had left my boyfriend and I had issued an advertisement- I´m looking for a job as a teacher blah blah blah..., I was contacted by a headmaster of a school in another part of our country, that I´m exactly what she is currently looking for. She offered me a flat to live about a minute walk from the school.
School is fantastic, my co workers are fantastic, children are better then on the previous school.
In a word: MIRACLE! :-) She accepted me and now I live and work there for the first school year.
Two weeks after breaking-up with my partner and moving to my friends (Jane and Peter- they were preparing for their wedding in that time) I was introduced to a man- Peter´s brother, we simply knew that we should start a new relationship together because we were very similar in nature and were strongly drawn to each other emotionally. Very soon we started to live together but I moved from him to another part of the country because I was already accepted at the new school.
He doesn't mind it however. He told me he will stay with me however I decide, wherever I go. I love him too despite the distance. It is interesting to notice that he had experienced very similar relationship circumstances like me and my former boyfriend shortly before we met.
He has had a relationship for about 3 years, he thought that it would last, he wanted family, but his girlfriend, whom he loved, was an immature party girl and left him. Soon after his and my breaking-ups we met :-D
I feel much more the presence of my spirit guides than before, the connection is more stable. Sometimes we just have a chat, sometimes they counsel me if there is something I need to resolve or understand. Last time I felt I´d like to become a healer. I feel energy and tingling wherever I "tune"- it´s hard to explain with words...I feel my hands channel a kind of energy, I've used it several times on myself when some common illness occurred. It worked almost immediately :-)
I was also told by Archangel Camael that the part of my journey is to become a healer. Also other guides send me similar messages. BUT- on this new direction I find out there are outer limitations. Again! :-)) My relationships are already superb, but on my new way towards practical spirituality and healing, I should overcome conservative attitudes of my surroundings and even my new partner :-)
Maybe after a several months of harmony, there will come a time for another shift in my life journey. Well I wear the faceted Moldavite all the time now, together with White Azeztulite, Clear Danburite, Phenacite and Larimar.