Which crystals to attract and manifest my perfect home?
I apologize, as I made this a bit long, but I did so in order to cover all the things that I am facing currently. For years, I have been scouring the internet in search of crystals to attract and manifest my perfect home.
Alas, no such luck finding said crystal info. As they say, "be careful what you wish for". As such, I feel that the green crystals for prosperity and money are not it. I cannot live inside a $100 bill!
Don't get me wrong, that would help, but that is not the solution for me. I seek a stable, tranquil & safe home, not cash. I specifically want to attract a home that would be perfect for me.
Unfortunately, I have a pattern of attracting dysfunctional homes; even when living on my own, I am surrounded by neighbors who are loud and inconsiderate, preventing me from resting/sleeping & causing me to have to move over and over again. As I am much older now, and dealing with life-threatening illness, I can no longer keep this up.
I need a home so I can do the life-saving medical treatments. Those require absolute peace and quiet. I have been thinking about moving out of state, to a less densely populated area, but due to my disability, that is impossible for me to do.
I considered the blue crystals as what I most need in a home is peace, quiet, safety, and tranquility. But I feel those crystals would be placed inside the home, once I have found it. I also have a problem with stability. Considering I am constantly moving, dozens of times per year, each year. I figured, a grounding black crystal for stability, I think, would be good.
But again, such crystal would be placed inside the home, once I find one. And so the perfect home still eludes me. (I have NEVER had a stable home; I figure I have moved close to 1000 times by now).
On this website, I learned about the yellow crystals, specifically Imperial Topaz for manifestation. So I bought the one that attracted me the most. (As stated in a previous message, I have had a setback with that one.)
I am currently working with Rhodonite and pink sapphire, in a bid to overcome the past and break the negative patterns that keep me attracting chaos & moving. (Perhaps I should mention that I am a Fire Horse; apparently, the nature of this Chinese sign is to move, but this is truly ridiculous!)
I must add that to complicate matters, I am unable to visualize myself in a stable, peaceful home, try as I might, that is blocked. That is why I had bought the Imperial topaz, because it is also said to help with faith, which I absolutely lack here. I am working with gratitude, and I also have Iolite.
I am wondering if I should start using it, as I have no imagination ability whatsoever. I am not a visual person at all and I never dream when I sleep, or I can't recall any dreams at all.
So, is there a crystal or a combination of crystals, that is specifically helpful in attracting one's perfect home? In the interim, I have set up black tourmaline and fluorite at all corners of my temp room to repel the bad neighbors' chaos. It helps somewhat.
Thank you for reading and to anyone who actually can tell me which crystals will help me in my quest for a stable, perfect-to-me home, may God bless you a thousand times over.