Psychic Or Spiritual Attack
I hope you can advise me on crystal use. I was targeted by an evil spirit 2 yrs ago and have been fighting it away since. It was associated with the family of a very spiritual yoga teacher that I had a conflict with.
It comes and goes and I recently started using crystals to protect myself and my home. I command it away in the name of Jesus but it keeps returning - nothing better to do than be evil I guess!
It is a spirit that was involved in sexual abuse or pedophilia I think, and it has given me the sensation of rape many times and sexual abuse, which I feel 5-100 times per day (genital touching). It touches my right and left shoulder when it responds to my thought. I have also been targeted by black magic from that family.
I had it exorcised in catholic church and went to a Shaman healer and it didn't help really. I attend mass 2-3 times/week. I am a veterinarian, medical researcher, with a very good and clean karmic history - no alcoholism, sexual abuse, drug abuse, crimes or other committed by me; 2 sexual relationships and great family, very upstanding Brits with no reason for this to be happening to me.
I have a grid of black tourmaline, and obsidian in my home - 3rd floor apt, a 4lb large black tourmaline rock in the centre of the house and rocks at the corner of each room. I have the same with obsidian spheres. I have pots of salt and garlic in each room. I have Selenite in center of each room also and pink quartz. Crucifix on the wall and I wear the cross.
I am catholic, I had an exorcism performed, I command it away in the name of Jesus and it comes and goes. Jesus and God are in my life very much. It tries to respond to/control my thought. It was driving me mad, and I found it really helpful to use crystals. Could you advise me on crystals to wear:
I wear a hat all the time for psychic protection. I sewed a ring of small stones all around the edge of it with 4 Moldavite crystals, and interspersed are small stones of black tourmaline, hematite, carnelian, tiger eye. There is an acalyte at the back and a beryl stone.
I put a small mirror on the top of the hat next to a black tourmaline and a snowflake obsidian stone; I use a fluorite stone on the right side of the hat also for concentration.
I have ankle bracelets with jet stones, tourmaline and hematite and moldavite. I have a small mirror in my shoe. I wear moldavite and tourmaline and jet on my belt and around my neck. I tried wearing a mirror in my underwear, a jet stone and also a bronzite stone (I heard it sends away witchcraft). It didn't stop but the abuse reduced.
It all helps - the hat's great but I don't know if I have an ideal combination of stones. Can you advise? Is there any better way to amplify the psychic protection, with one stone, especially that provided by moldavite, I heard it's the best stone for that. If it is really annoying me I use a blue kyanite stone, to try to amplify the protection.
Any other stones I should try to use to send away the abuse? Is Labradorite good? Iron pyrite I heard is also very good as a protection stone. Thank you so much.